Wednesday, December 19, 2012

My love


I love you. Yes, i love you. And every time I say it, I agree with it more. I love you the way you are, complete with your flaws and short comings, complete with your wisdom and glory, complete with your past, both in light and dark. Yes, I love you and you as a whole, not a part. I would give anything to have you. Then why don't I ask?

The answer lies within. I am afraid of what might happen. Though there awaits complete bliss, there's a possibility of losing you. I am afraid of what I’ll become; the worst version of myself. I am not sure if you will love me then, I am not sure if you will even want me then. And I am afraid of that.

I have convinced myself to let go the expectation of you. I have learned to satisfy myself in what I have of you, though somewhere I want more . I can live without you loving me back but I can't without you.

Yes, I’m fearful but with great courage I confess my immense and unconditional love to you. If at all u feel the same or over the time develop something, I will be right by you. But in case you don't, don't say a word; but accept my love.

I will love you always. Please take care.

Until then,
yours truly. 

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